I so much wanted to hold you tight just now
I was just looking for the reason how...
I so much wanted to kiss you and be with you forever
and wanted our life to end never.
I so much wanted to sit with you and make you listen to my heart
But I was just wondering from where to start?
I so much wanted you to tell me ..
Somethings you mean, somethings you feel.

But that one second...it just changed all my thoughts
In my flooded love, there came an unexpected draught.
You looked at me, as if I don’t exsist
and I was forced to think what I never wanted to think.

I seriously wondered if love was ever meant for me
or this is how it is supposed be...
That for one moment you want to jump and sit on the cloud,and then echoes the sound of your fall so loud.

The reason may be that I aimed for greater height
Neither I want to cry nor I want to fight
So finally am back, in my dillema
that will I ever get thelove I deserve, if at all
or is it pre destined for me to fall..

To fall in love, just to know
that the other person is gone.
Perhaps , who was never there
and all that exsisted was his illusion and the minds with confusion.

So, once again am back in my puddle where I was,
But the difference being
Then I was the dirty water dro
and now I am the lotus.